Years ago, after having my first child, I bought a rowing machine and woke up early every morning, hoping out of bed and straight onto the rower. I needed to lose weight and tone up, but oddly what I found I liked best about rowing is that Zen like state you get from the motions, which is unlike any other exercise machine. It takes a few minutes, but when it comes, you know it. You’re rowing, your whole body undulating, and with my eyes closed, I could see the river ahead I was traveling on, the imaginary river of my own making—sometimes a slim, peaceful waterway, sometimes a wide more vigorous river like the Mississippi, or maybe even across a lake somewhere. But I also could imagine myself rowing through my day, my path in life—waking my baby, making breakfast, reading him books, playing This-Little-Piggy with his toes, even changing his diapers. This was my peaceful time alone when I could imagine the perfect day. Then when things went astray, I was okay. I was peaceful enough to handle them.
I suppose other people can find this Zen like place with cross-country machines, or exercise bikes, imagining themselves bicycling along a road or cross-country skiing in the snow, but there is something about a rower that does this so perfectly.
In my quest to buy my husband and myself an exercise machine (the rower long gone), I’ve been trying out a machine each trip to the gym we joined for his rehab from open heart surgery. I didn’t go directly to the rower, thinking that I knew I liked it already, and I was so new to a gym environment that I never thought I’d be able to close my eyes there, with so many people around. But I started noticing that no one was using the two rowers they have there, and I wondered if I liked it just because it was the easiest to use, or because it’s what I did those early mornings at home. So I went over to it, got myself adjusted, and found out why no one was using it. It’s broken! Both of them! The digital stuff doesn’t work, so you can’t see what calories you burn, etc, which anyone going to a gym will want. Still, it is a great machine, and I worked out fifteen minutes, finding that zone again, feeling all the muscles in my body working out, getting that burn. But closing my eyes in the gym is still too awkward.
So, there is a very good reason to have this piece of equipment at home, or any other cardiovascular fitness equipment at home, because you can close your eyes! Go for the Zen moment. And exercise equipment at a gym is not always working, or up to date, or clean, and the good ones are often being used. Why wait in line to exercise? That doesn’t make a bit of sense, does it? And why have to look at all the other people, when you can exercise and know you are either all alone, or your baby is peacefully asleep in the next room.

